November 2012
1 post
I wish i could..
hold you by your waist
twirl around together
fall into place
i do mean..on your bed
I’d truly love
to give you head
but of course not before,
not to rush time
I’d like to take a tour
explore;
really grasp, whats mine
I wish i could hear
the noises you may make
you know,
close but different to when
you masturbate
a moan so soft
at the...
May 2012
1 post
may I say
I’ve been out all night.
the same thoughts resume
me wanting to conclude
such love and passion
all in one being,
yes; these are my feelings
I want you to understand
woman or man
how much I love and cherish
whether I burn here and perish
no I will not stop
my heart can not.
and I wonder why you try
pulling and tugging
trying to bring me down
when we know you cant
and they chant!
...
March 2012
3 posts
SCREAMFORME: i just need to get this off my chest... →
gaystheway:
reasons why I don’t fuck around with girls emotions.
I was raised watching my dad go from woman to woman
months…days..years…however long it took for him to get bored or to use up all their muney.
I saw the way he hurt my mum….not saying shes completely the victim but yeah.
I saw the way…
sadly I have no one to pour it out to.
no one can deal with my pain
but wanna see me smile
baby, thats not how it works
how about you wait awhile
think
concentrate.
let my words generate
in your mind
making your vision become
blind
from the hurt
the pain I’ve felt
while I explain,
I had no help
no cure
but only my heart
shall ever be as pure
I wanna pour out my heart.
February 2012
2 posts
i just need to say this...
gaystheway:
it seems that people assume im a player and that i should be…
Well im not. Ive never cheated. Ive never talked seriously to more than one girll at a time and ive defin not fucked around. Ive been through shit and ive seen alot, that i have always wanted to be the best for a girl. To show her that she is loved and how amazing being in love and being loved can be. I will never change...
SCREAMFORME: confusion weighs me down →
gaystheway:
I want to feel love, but my mind disagrees. My heart wants to have a girl, take care of her and she takes care of me while we share our thoughts and concerns with each other. Emotions flow together. When rough times come; we speak not hide. Not fight but console. To understand and be openminded…
January 2012
1 post
its really different
When you like someone so much and you honestly dont know how to deal with it. Not because of them but because of everything you have been through in the past. So your trying to take it slow, your trying to really get to the depths of this person…but You see that this girl is so different. She’s got the brains, the personality, the looks. She has her flaws which you love and you just cant see...
November 2011
4 posts
Beverages
Sober thoughts
drunken souls
sip deathly sins
puts my body on hold
heavy bottles of emotions
i drain within myself
world race begins to start
look in the mirror for help
i feel numb
to concern myself
wishing only for others
emotional wealth
feelings so hard
my body so gone
past recollections appear
my soul begins feeling dumb
By: nadja
young Caterpillar
feel for color
the sun rises at the end
the trees swaying
and i breathe it all in
I inhale a new start
i touch the beginning
i see me clouds part
watch my happiness winning
where a dream is such
i open my eyes wide
discover the reality
only hoping i t passes by
my speech is weak
my laughter has faded
looking at myself
staring and waiting
my lost thoughts
are what...
Swallow it.
Different currents
flow through my veins
different emotions
make me write this way
my hearts so active
it creates it’s own verses
combine them with my mind
creating insane explosives
word for word, sliding out
i could spit out my hate
or whisper my love
til you appreciate
my words make you think
sits you down, space you out
makes you reread your life
makes you wonder what...
Explosion in my right nut
What I’m feeling
is of no understanding
a wave of emotions
a plane having trouble landing
I love you of course
and I’m the happiest with you
since I worry so much
I feel my fears are coming true
I want you to love me
Never push me to the side
and everytime your upset
I wish you wouldnt try to hide
My mind is bubbling inside
Because i feel I’m failing
trying...
July 2011
4 posts
Pretty innocent
What if my lips touched yours
laying you on my bed
my hands go through your hair
with wild thoughts in our head
or eyes bloth closed
my hands sliding to your hips
sucking on your neck
while you’re biting your lips
undressing yourself
revealing your breasts
taking a few nibbles
before I finish my quest
then lick down your tummy
kissing it a few times
you watch my...
My MInd
I feel as though
I could shut my eyes
a new vision will appear
and my gasps cry why
My thoughts roam
at a consistent pace
over and over my thoughts
will invade its space
And i lie here awake
where i ask questions with such
where i suffer repetition
my brains done much
I sit and wish
for them all to fade
to leave my thoughts in shadows
for me to walk away
I’d love to...
Unfinished
It starts with eyes
the way you see inside
get ahold of my mind
and tell me its time
Then you move closer
slightly tilt your head
your lips touch mine
then we move to the bed
Something i miss
is you
your kisses
to clear my mind
your touch
to end all time
I need a case of you
a jar with you flying inside
I want to be held
and my thoughts stopped
your arms around me
as my...
little things in a fart bubble
I’ll draw a heart on your chest
Inject a sudden beat
with a feeling so amazing
that it will throw you off you feet
to help you imagine
what my true love is
a thing seeming so surreal
but is casuing all my bliss
tattooing this smile on my face
and chills blasting inside
while joy swallows me
just something i cant hide
to every single beat
a dance seems to show
for every single...
June 2011
6 posts
do you know how it feels when you look me in the eyes i see my world turn and my time passes by When your tears start to come as your laying on my chest i feel like throwing on a cape and trying to do my best its that smile i yearn for that brings the sunshine to my day and the kisses id die to feel that takes me breathe away im like your own wind up toy onlie smile when yur near ...
What if...
what if… thread covered yur eyes to hide yur sight as evil spread rapidlie through the dark cold night
What if… words were silenced to give yu no clues that the world isnt colorful but actuallie is filled with blues
what if… yur touch was a mistake not meaning to convey the worse side of something which yu were drilled to obey
What if… yur heart wasnt...
InHuman
lie yur hand on my heart and close yur eyes see my world apart feel my pulse cry stare into my eyes and read inside my soul as i take my last sigh waiting to feel whole jus take my hand intertwine our fingers do yu sense my rush when yur love lingers? trail against my skin watch my face closelie try to grasp within as i imagine the unholy now press your bodie to mine watch our...
Allein
Darkness overshadowing yur heart horrible whispers flowing in yur ears thoughts in yur mind tearing yu apart all yu have to show are tears
knowing happiness is in existent jus trying so hard to grasp it yur past being so persistent seeing yur future crumble to bits
hearts in yur hands to give to yur one although yu fear for the worse hoping and wishing for them to come And to never...
I feel
a place where the clouds can swallow me. and as i wake up im surrounded within hallow cheese. bringing me back. to my insane mind. i wish i were away right now. in which i wish i had all the time. to wonder below the grapes. Breathe in the expressed air watch extreme pleasure accumulate. see people come as people leave never wonder what could be try to understand the willing no...
It's a time of Random
i wonder what yur thoughts are
i wonder where they’ve come
i wonder what makes them build
i wonder what makes them run
i think of yu as much as time spins
as much as the earth rotates
i feel so much for yu
as long as yu communicate
im writing this piece for me
while my head is on straight
not jus for yu to comprehend
how my mind accumulates
i feel a rush of difference
as i...
