I wish i could..
hold you by your waist
twirl around together
fall into place
i do mean..on your bed
I’d truly love
to give you head
but of course not before,
not to rush time
I’d like to take a tour
explore;
really grasp, whats mine
I wish i could hear
the noises you may make
you know,
close but different to when
you masturbate
a moan so soft
at the beginning
until losing control
because my tongues winning..
I’ve been out all night.
the same thoughts resume
me wanting to conclude
such love and passion
all in one being,
yes; these are my feelings
I want you to understand
woman or man
how much I love and cherish
whether I burn here and perish
no I will not stop
my heart can not.
and I wonder why you try
pulling and tugging
trying to bring me down
when we know you cant
and they chant!
stop.
but I love
not just what you cant
but what you have
what you hate
how you try to make me disintegrate
but it beats on.
as my smile sings your song
I’ve won
and the love
sincerely goes on
reasons why I don’t fuck around with girls emotions.
I was raised watching my dad go from woman to woman
months…days..years…however long it took for him to get bored or to use up all their muney.
I saw the way he hurt my mum….not saying shes completely the victim but yeah.
I saw the way…
not sure why there is a bowl
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sadly I have no one to pour it out to.
no one can deal with my pain
but wanna see me smile
baby, thats not how it works
how about you wait awhile
think
concentrate.
let my words generate
in your mind
making your vision become
blind
from the hurt
the pain I’ve felt
while I explain,
I had no help
no cure
but only my heart
shall ever be as pure
I wanna pour out my heart.
it seems that people assume im a player and that i should be…
Well im not. Ive never cheated. Ive never talked seriously to more than one girll at a time and ive defin not fucked around. Ive been through shit and ive seen alot, that i have always wanted to be the best for a girl. To show her that she is loved and how amazing being in love and being loved can be. I will never change my ways and you shouldnt judge me before you try to get know me.
Tis all :)
I want to feel love, but my mind disagrees. My heart wants to have a girl, take care of her and she takes care of me while we share our thoughts and concerns with each other. Emotions flow together. When rough times come; we speak not hide. Not fight but console. To understand and be openminded…
When you like someone so much and you honestly dont know how to deal with it. Not because of them but because of everything you have been through in the past. So your trying to take it slow, your trying to really get to the depths of this person…but You see that this girl is so different. She’s got the brains, the personality, the looks. She has her flaws which you love and you just cant see things going wrong…but that’s what you said about the last and it failed. Still inside you just can feel this girl is someone you didn’t expect, someone you didn’t even bother trying to picture yourself with because you didn’t even think she existed. Honestly though, the best part is that she feels the same way about you, and you dont even have to ask how she feels cuz she just tells you, you dont need to ask whats on her mind cuz it just shows. She doesnt play games, texting you one day and the next just stops to see if she got you wrapped, starting shit to see if you really care, lying, ect ect. Shes genuine. and when it comes to the sex, shes showing you…yeah boy, not you showing her but shes showing you what she loves…all of you. Shes not just going along with it, shes making it happen. Instead of one craving it, you both are and thats when your level of emotion rises cuz you know this girl isnt joking. she isnt trying to fuck around with you and move on or make you stay up her ass. She’s showing you what she wants. That’s when you know can handle that cuz its the exact same thing you want. Which brings you back to that WOW….i really like her, so much that your willing to drive those few extra miles to her place in the middle of night even if its to see her for an hour. So much, that you dont honestly need to have sex with her to be satisfied. so sooo much that you two could sit for that whole hour without a word and leave with the best feeling in your heart because you know that whole hour of silence both your thoughts were on each other and your auras said it all. And the fact that your not just two people who genuinely like each other to the core; you’re possibly bestfriends.
Sober thoughts
drunken souls
sip deathly sins
puts my body on hold
heavy bottles of emotions
i drain within myself
world race begins to start
look in the mirror for help
i feel numb
to concern myself
wishing only for others
emotional wealth
feelings so hard
my body so gone
past recollections appear
my soul begins feeling dumb
By: nadja
feel for color
the sun rises at the end
the trees swaying
and i breathe it all in
I inhale a new start
i touch the beginning
i see me clouds part
watch my happiness winning
where a dream is such
i open my eyes wide
discover the reality
only hoping i t passes by
my speech is weak
my laughter has faded
looking at myself
staring and waiting
my lost thoughts
are what brings this
filling lines of words
are what control this
i am beyond your sight
fool of traits
i am inside this pain
causing thoughts to mate
i am you
the below or above
understanding it
is what I’d love
by:nadja
